Throwing in the towel

I almost stopped today. For a good hour this morning, I almost pulled the plug on it all.

Does my voice matter?

Does this blog make a difference?

Is it helping me to share all this with you all?

What if I regret what I share?

What will my children think about all of this?

I have so much on right now. I am about to start an MSc in senior leadership, I am working full time, I have two very young children, I work out 4/5 times a week for a couple of hours, I write and run a blog, I am preparing a podcast for launch, I try to listen and read to tons of content to fuel my mind and writing, I am starting a book club in a Facebook group I am part of and I have lost 90% of my contacts due to leaving my faith and changing my job.

I guess when I look at all this, I can see why I feel like I am drowning.

My amazing wife reminds me from time to time to stop viewing these things as lists. A good friend tells me to drop anything if it doesn’t make me happy. I appreciate having people I can send this shit to when it just all gets too much, I don’t have nearly as many as I used to, but I know who stood by me when my whole fucking world caved in.

I guess, if you read this, I did.

Told you I would be really fucking honest 😉

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Thanks for taking the time to read my blog. It has taken me a few years to get to a place where I am able to share my loss of faith and to start writing about the journey that I am still on for you all. I hope you find it useful.

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-Sam

Farewell For Now When Belief Dies

It's time to stop, even though it breaks my heart. This episode serves as my reason why.   -Sam
  1. Farewell For Now
  2. When Belief Dies #100 – 'Psychedelics, Philosophy & God' with Peter Sjöstedt-Hughes
  3. When Belief Dies #99 – 'Open and Relational Theology' with Thomas Jay Oord
  4. When Belief Dies #98 – 'The Take Over' with Daniel Kelly & Roger Bretherton
  5. When Belief Dies #97 – 'The End?' with Daniel Kelly

6 Comments. Leave new

  • When I started my blog, I didn’t know if anybody was reading it. So I thought of it as writing for myself.

    No, not writing so that I could read it later. Just writing, because writing up stuff help clarify one’s thoughts.

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  • I don’t know how you do it…I couldn’t. Take care of your health and family.

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  • I know for me all the work you’ve put into When Belief Dies has been extremely helpful in my life and actually gives me hope that there’s somewhere out there who I can actually relate to, unlike every single loved person in my life who is a devote christian.
    I mega appreciate all your content and it’s meant a lot to me. Much love Sam!

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    • whenbeliefdies
      May 27, 2021 7:18 pm

      Thank you for this Jacob, appreciate you letting me know this and it’s awesome to know you get something from this blog 😊✌️

      Day made 🙌🎉

      Reply

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