I almost stopped today. For a good hour this morning, I almost pulled the plug on it all.
Does my voice matter?
Does this blog make a difference?
Is it helping me to share all this with you all?
What if I regret what I share?
What will my children think about all of this?
I have so much on right now. I am about to start an MSc in senior leadership, I am working full time, I have two very young children, I work out 4/5 times a week for a couple of hours, I write and run a blog, I am preparing a podcast for launch, I try to listen and read to tons of content to fuel my mind and writing, I am starting a book club in a Facebook group I am part of and I have lost 90% of my contacts due to leaving my faith and changing my job.
I guess when I look at all this, I can see why I feel like I am drowning.
My amazing wife reminds me from time to time to stop viewing these things as lists. A good friend tells me to drop anything if it doesn’t make me happy. I appreciate having people I can send this shit to when it just all gets too much, I don’t have nearly as many as I used to, but I know who stood by me when my whole fucking world caved in.
I guess, if you read this, I did.
Told you I would be really fucking honest 😉
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